sky holds the sun

feeling sick right now...bleh...i think it's the smell from nail polish. gah. received some things i ordered from American Eagle, including this nail polish. don't know exactly what the color is, it's always different, but im liking it.also got my things from forever21. i love getting packages in the mail. it's like christmas all over again :]gotta love those fabulous finds :] (tank and sandals)
outfit from awhile ago when i watched transformers 2. everyone liked it, but i thought it was eh. two climaxes, overly long fighting scenes, a total advertisement for the army, and an abrupt ending make me think, eh. but at least i can walk in these wedges! i think that wearing my heeled boots have taught me how :] yay!
meanwhile, pilates is kicking my butt! it seems to get harder with each class. needing a mat because who knows what's been on the mats at school, especially when one needs to lay their face on it :[ liking this one. it's eco friendly!was crazy depressed over the weekend, and when i say crazy, i mean staying in bed all day: sleeping, crying, reading, writing in journal, and repeating. it was a bad couple of days. one of the reasons was because my chicken was gone. my dad had long wanted it gone. i went out and couldnt find it so i thought he killed it and put in the garbage or something, but i didn't want to ask him. i later found out that my mom gave it to her coworker, "to keep or to eat?" i asked her, but she didn't know. we were supposed to bring it to my auntie's farm, but it's 2 hours away and we didn't have time. i would have preferred it there. i didn't get to say goodbye to it either. goodbye chicken.