under the pillow

these wedges are killing me! daddy, please come home soon! :]fanime was fun but tiring! i'm glad i experienced it, but gosh, some people need to take a shower!!!
my friend kha was kero from cardcaptor sakura! i just wore this sailor-ish top my sister got from a thriftstore.boypren+jasmine milk tea w/pudding= <3sat in the kareoke room for a bit and saw this guy. he sings japanese very well :] but it's weird haha
celebrated my friend's 19th birthday. the dress code was "cocktail dresses" but i had no idea what they were (shiny, short stuff? haha) and instead wore this but felt bad after seeing everyone all brightly dressed :[her bday cake was so cute :]
i thought this was so funny:

get it on

had the jist of this song stuck in my head and had to find it out!!! 90s.....great times.


i've been having the urge to go to savers and finally did today. woo.
got a nice slouchy top and boots.the boots are pretty much the same boots i got from savers before except it has a higher heel. good thing because i was looking for booties :]last final tomorrow...woo. time for boredom.

looking through rose colored glasses

cheescake factory.......so good.
had this baby once again:it's fun to go to a more fancier restaurant than the usual fast food place on a whim :]
these AmericanEagle shorts are veerrryyy short, but very comfortable plus elastic enough to tuck in shirts easily :]walked around the mall to pick up my last paycheck from AE and picked up a few accessories. (cheapie!!! bag:f21 $4.99, glasses:wetseal $3) saw a couple of very cute skirts and dresses but decided not to get them. my thinking nowadays about buying clothing is: "do i really need this?" asking myself that usually makes me not buy it. plus the return policy (no refund. exchange or store credit only) is such a bitch.
gifts in magazines are so enticing!!!

broken

broke my sunglasses. tear tear. never to put sunglasses in bag with tons of stuff :[ (or maybe get more durable sunglasses. time to go shopping!!!)never underestimate the power of texting. changed plan to 1000 message with new phone...i am halfway through and this month's cycle has only been 5 days. time to activate "Block chargeable messages" or get $20 unlimited. but damn. $20 a month on top of the $80? time to get a job.
super excited for...FANIME!!! YEEEEEE

sore loser

i am a fucking sore loser.
I FUCKING HATE EBAY. EBAY SHOULD FUCKING DIE. or at least the people who outbid should FUCKING DIE.
yes, overreacting. (sorry sorry)my craze for VIVI magazine has started to come back due to some loving inspiration:saw a really good deal on ebay for a lot of 6 of them from this year and told the boypren to bid on it because i dont have a credit card. 28 seconds to the end of the bid, i saw that someone bid on it. it looked like the boyprens username (why the fuck do they only show like the middle letters?) and asked if he just bid. he said yeah and i was all happiness and glee that i won. but then later he tells me that he got outbid.
OH MY FUCKING GOD.
yes, i'm overreacting, but i'm just a sore loser. i thought for sure i was going to get it bc i checked it constantly and no one else bid on it. my crappy day added to the despair as well. tear tear.
it's okay though. i can still pay $18 to buy the magazine every month or download the scans.
anyway, the only bright news of the day that wasn't all it was hyped up to be:new phone...woo. (i'm so behind on technology)
now time to stare at pictures of food because i am hungry and that is what i do when im hungry:how do you know when a latte is sweet or bitter? at starbucks, their lattes are usually sweet, but got a caramel latte from peet's and it was bitter :[ tear tear.i say KC because it's easier and shorter than "Charmaine" :D
oh yeah, and close up for denise!got them from urbanoutfitters a while back :]

in or out? in AND out!

Food first:
I love these cracker sandwiches. Salty cheese crackers with creamy sweet peanut butter?! delicious!In-n-Out Neapolitan shake!!! mmm :]finally went shopping after getting a SWEET paycheck. i only got the straw fedora, white denim shorts, and flip flops from AE. so sad i didn't milk them more since i don't work there anymore. quit after getting a new manager. retail is not for me!!!
AE straw hat, UO top & shoes, h&m jeans...(whenever i go shopping and try the clothes again at home, i don't like it anymore. haha. that's how i feel about these pants)
went to the drive in last night. i'm glad there's one around here and that i can experience before they're all gone.
bad night pictures. shaky hands=bad pictures.Wolverine was such a corny movie... :[short and sweet is always best :]
ordered this "dress" (it really is just a vintage slip) a really long time ago when my love for vintage started. it was really long (floorlength) and i bought it for prom but didn't wear it. i don't know why, but i started to cut it shorter and shorter and now here it is!

poor & begging

on Yahoo News: "Man pretending to fall off bridge actually falls"
that's a fucking fail right there...
but the guy was drunk so it's not even a fail.
anyway.
is this the face of poverty?ran out of my $20/week lunch money and was really hungry during my lunch break at work, so decided to get mcdonalds (the only thing i can afford. thank you dollar menu). i calculated a mcdouble & sweet tea and it was $2.19 (damn 9.25% tax). i only had $2.18 in my wallet. (fucking sad right?) i didn't see any pennies on the floor (where are you pennies-on-the-floor when i need you?!) so i went up to a lady and asked her for a penny. she gave me a penny...and then more coins. i said, "oh all i need is a penny" and she said "oh no, take it, take it" pushing my hand away. did i just experience begging? the feeling of not having enough money for food?
i walked to the mcdonalds outside of the mall (bc the mcdonalds inside didn't have sweet tea) and the total turned out to be $2.17. what the fuck?! so i didn't have to ask for money anyway.
SAD.
anyway.
chai tea boiled with sugar is more delicious than tea bag+honey+milk.

inevitable darkness

yay! time for short shorts, tees, and dresses! warm weather is finally here and i'm sweating like a pig and praying that i don't get dark.not ready for full on romper action, so skirt over romper!
but yeah, i really don't want to get any darker than i already am...burnt toast!
dark right?!?!?!?!
darkened by weeks practicing in the sun for marching band...the good ole days :D
so today was Ben & Jerry's Free Cone Day. went last year and the year before, so i was bummed that i couldn't go this year (*cough*mrc*cough*). the sad thing is that i forgot there was a ben & jerry's a block from campus. so sad.

mini mini

ahh the weather is getting so warm now. love the experience of summer nights: the stuffiness inside, the coolness outside, the smell of burning buildings and smog. ahh, memories.
sick with a sore throat. went crazy at the asian market and bought instant udon, instant porridge, crackers, and mochi :Dmy favorite part is the bean curd!!! yum :D
i wish they had this size mochi at the store!!!

being the cheapie i am, i got the store brand version of sore throat lozenges and theraflu. i hate sore throats!!! the lozenges are f-ing scary though. i didn't know they numb :[now i remember why i don't wear these wedges anymore...they hurt!!!!!!!!!!
cutting my split ends with...
MINI MINI SCISSORS from Daiso!!!i have so many split ends! i don't want to cut my hair though bc hair cutters always cut off more than what you want them to cut off. these scissors are good for on the go!!!my sister's interpretation of me with my swollen eyes. cried last night and turned into a monster today.

uh!

current obsession: pixies
got "Hey" stuck in my head and also in love with gigantic

currently in love with these items:
hat from AE. it's so adorable! i think that it'll make me feel like i'm on a boat crossing a river wearing a paper thin dress with red lips (the lover reference/escapism) minus all the sex with an older man and fucked up family :D i'm so happy i'm getting hours now so i can have money to pay for it. i better not spend it all on food :Dwanting shorts in black and white. pockets a must and shaved legs a must!!!
tried these on in the store. i was so happy to see them b/c most forever21 stores don't carry shoes. they have the height i need to add to my 4'11'' and they are not hard to walk in. plus $22.80 is cheap!
also loving this skirt. fucking cheap ($6.90) but not sure about the quality. i hope it's in the store! :D

>:0

i hate it when there's a song that i hear and like and don't know what it is!
especially when it's instrumental.
looks like i'm never going to find out what is is:
http://www.gametrailers.com/player/47818.html#comments_top
glad the sunny weather is sorta returning but the cold wind just kills it.

soul

omg the commercial got me. those hamsters are too damn cute. too bad it won't be out till next year :[

been car wanting lately.
wanting so bad...
and dealing with an addiction:i'm lovin it!

woman's intuition or luck?

i think that one of the greatest feelings in the world is finding out that class is canceled. it's like "YAY!"
i had the feeling of checking the online "blackboard" for my class tomorrow morning (which i never do) and voila the teacher is sick and class is canceled! at first i thought it was my "intuition" but then i guessed that it was just luck. oh well :Dwho uses these $1 coins?! i got 17 of them from the ticket machine as change and asked all the cashiers i went to today if they accepted them. their answer: "of course. it's money." silly me, but seriously, who uses them and where do you get them from other than evil ticket machines?the one and only crossword puzzle i'll ever do in the newspaper.
those things are hard!!!
i saw it on the table, skimmed it, and saw something i knew!
DOWN: 27 Jazz guitarist Montgomery
WES!!!
woo...
it's funny how the good weather is going away along with spring break.footsies!!! i'm liking polished toenails :D
very random.